because of you~

If you see me walking with someone else,

It's not because i want to..

It's because you weren't brave enough to walk by me.

If you see me smile,

It's not because i forgot you...

It's because i got tired of crying for you.

If you see me living again,

It's not because i've moved on...

It's because i hate the fact you can live without me

So if I fall in love with someone else,

It's not because i want to...

It's because you weren't there to catch me..

dear stalker

hye peeps~! what's up~?? 

Okay, in this post i am going to share some insights  that relates to one feeling which is 

"JEALOUSY"

specially YOU!! YEAH YOU!! I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU STALKER !!! 

YEAHHHH YOU!!!

dengki dari segi tidak senang hati melihat kegembiraan dan kelebihan orang lain.

dari perasaan dengki ni mulalah timbul perasaan yang busuk hati iaitu tidak suka, benci, meluat and rasa diri itu dicabar dan dari situ timbul perasaan tak puas hati kat orang tu. so korang pun mulalah nak memfitnah, membuat cerita, menokok tambah kan benda yang actually tak ada motif pun. lol~

secara tak sedar korang masih mengupdatekan diri korang (stalking) orang tu dari masa ke semasa. and semua tentang orang tu pun korang nak stalk, tak kira dari segi gambar, blog, facebook just to get know more about that person. right??

even if korang tak add orang tu or maybe korang block orang tu but you guys would find another alternative way to stalk such as mengunakan facebook fake, facebook on line shop or facebook orang lain. but honestly, for a person who has been through this..it just make me laugh. all i can say is PATHETIC!! and i pity her. you can pretend all you want but you can't fool me.

Any ways, here's another story, there's this someone talking bad thing about me.

i not do something wrong, nothing i want hide from u. i still accept when u add me at my facebook even i know who u are. u can lie other else but u can't lie me.

u say u not jealous but why u keep wanna know everything about my life?

if u want to know, 2 year ago.. u are totally out from my life. i don't want know or hear anything about u. even see your face also i don't want.

so no reason why i wanna copy u.

who u think u are? artis? sampai i nak copy everyting about u? oh plsss la. see your face first.

handfone that i using now actually my b suggest me to buy same handfone with him even i'm not really like samsung. but my b want me to try first n i agree. 

about rilakkuma seriously i dont know u also like it. i just know u like baby milo not rilakkuma. if u don't want other people using the thing same with u then u don't sell it la weii.. just  sell it to yourself. please don't think i'm too free wanna check what u like, who your lover, or what fone u using.

and one more thing, did i write 'i miss fucking u damn much'??

what i know laa kan.. that day i write 'i miss u fucking damn much'

hahaha~ if u wanna says i'm stupid better u check your eyes first. got problem i think. xP

i really love my b.. sam help me to stand up when i so down. always being there to accompany me. thanks for giving me a chance to find someone better than u. 

everyone make mistakes n i learn from it.

well.. just keep doing what u want, i just hope soon you'll realized that your just wasting your time. xD

muhammad rizqullah syahir

1 2 3 cakkk~!

Welcome to the world baby boy~!

comel x anak saudara sy? de comel macam sy x? kihkih~ 

dah start nak perasan kan.

sebenarnya dah lama nak update pasal bb syahir tp x ada masa.

so baru2 ni de buat majlis kenduri cukul jambul tuk syahir.

kesian syahir dah botak but still comel tau. 

safwan suka sgt dapat adik baru. xD

ni pic' masa kenduri syahir. ayu x sy bila btudung. auww~ malunye. xP

my pinky bedroom

    

what up guys~!

dah lama x update blog sebab kemalasan yang terlampau sangat. kihkih~

dah berhabuk2 dah kot blog ni. kesian~

so now nak share sikit pasal my pinky bedroom.

ari tu bosan sangat so tangan ni pun miang sangat nak decorate bilik..

xde la cantik sangat macam bilik u orang kan. hehe~

i love my pinky bedroom damn much.

 pintu masuk

 pintu toilet

 tingkap bilik 

 frame gambar

abaikan orang hodoh tu k. erkkk~ ==!

 dinding bilik

ni time malam. so romantic rite. hehe~

credit to my dear sam kuh coz belikan lampu bulat2 tu. hehe~

love in my heart

Last night..

When I was thinking about you,

I thought why I love you,

I thought why you are so important for me,

I thought why I care for u,

Then I listen a voice deep inside my heart,

It is all because you have given me so much love.

3 day 2 night at MALACCA

Thanks for walking in my life,

Thanks for those moments u gave me hope and make me strong,

Thanks for being there for me always,

Thanks for spend ur time to celebrate my bufday,
Thanks for the choc cheese berry cake and pinky roses,

Thanks for being the best part of my life,

i Love u so much

 at zoo melacca

at butterfly farm

at menara taming sari

at portuguese settlement malacca

 seafood. yummyy~

all about our LOVE

Sometimes...  i wanna cry

but when i remember all the good moments 

that i had by your side 

i fell better.

this remind me that

you've changed my whole life

I miss u a lot daa ben dan~!

Vern's Walk oF Style

3 Days 2 Night Sales Conference 

19.7.2011 - 21.7.2011

 The Legend Resort Cherating, Kuantan

Programme Itinerary :

Day 1

2.00 pm -> all participants gather at The Legend Resort Cherating

3.00 pm -> check in

3.30 pm -> briefing session by departmental HOD

7.00 pm -> bath & buffet dinner

8.00 pm -> sharing session

Day 2
7.00 am -> buffet breakfast

8.15 am -> training registration 

8.30 am -> training session 

7.00 pm -> BBQ dinner

Day 3

7.00 am -> buffet breakfast

8.00 am -> tele match & games

12.00 pm -> check out

sunrise. awesome~

BBQ dinner

i wrote my name in the sand. hehe~

i like beach damn much~!

no matter where i am.. u always in my heart Mr.S

i LOVE u fucking damn much.

to my dear stalker

last night.. i hear got someone copying at my blog.. 

hey u~!

u don't have any idea want write to ur ‘cute’ gf meh?

till wanna copy my blog?

i hate ‘copying’ so to those stalker or bitch 

out there please,

get out

of my pinky blog.

i don't need u here and i don't even want to have anything to do with u.

if u don't..  that means u just tOoOoo stupid to even understand simple instruction's.

Get it my dear stalker??

TQ

bufday boyz

With pleasure and with love

My heart is singing a song for you B and hoping a good future for you

May God bless you with all you want.

These are not only words.. its the voice of my heart

The wish, the hope,

May you have many more

B.. Thanks for all you do and made me proud of you.

On this special day of yours

I’m thinking of your happiness

Your success, your future.

B.. u know what.. You mean a lot to me,

And your love is enough for me.

May this day become happiest

Day of your life.

Happy Birthday My Daa Ben Dan

domo kek for my b. hope u like it~ ^^

pizza time~

B.. When I see you smiling...

I wish to keep you like this forever.

When I see you enjoying with me...

I wish to keep you happy forever. 

only u.. Mr.s

Last night

when I was thinking about you,

I thought why I love you,

I thought why you are so important for me,

I thought why I care for you,

Then I listened a voice deep inside my heart,

it is all because you have given me so much love,

Thank you for your love Mr.S

i'm give u my love~

I’m giving you my love,

For the harmony you bring into my life.

I’m giving you my love,

For the understanding of my needs,

and the many smiles you have,

brought to me.

I’m giving you my love,

for the joy you bring to my heart

and the many ways you make me feel.

I’m giving you my love,

For the comfort you bring me

and the many treasured times

we have shared.

I’m giving you my love,

For the way you are my friend

as well as the many ways you

express your love.

I’m giving you my love,

For the many ways that you’ve

allowed me to be a part of

your life…

I’m giving you my love.

just me n you

daa ben dan ❤ xiao ben dan

if i could have just one wish

i wish to wake up and see you face every morning.

to hear the sound of your breath on my neck.

the warmth of your lips on my cheek.

the touch of your fingers on my skin.

and the feel of your heart beating with mine.

knowing that i could never find that feeling

with anyone other than u.

i feel in love with u..

but it's not just because of what you did 

or 

what u do

it's because of who you were then.. 

who you are now 

and 

who you will be.

i want to be there for u

through anything and everything.

with love,

your bb.

SORRY

B.. Forgive me if i possibly hurt ur feeling today.

Sorry so sorry..

This is my heart..

U can still hate me for ur sorrowful feeling..

Even if u don’t say anything,

But both ur eyes are immersed with tears.

No need for excuses, it’s all my fault.

U know the day i’ve opened up my heart i’ll do better.

I can’t imagine a world without u.

If u possibly can’t understand my feeling..it’s fine.

VERN'S

A 1-DAY “TEAM BUIDING” COUSE

AT 

PALM GARDEN HOTEL

IOI RESORT PUTRAJAYA 

BY 

DATO' LAWRENCE CHAN KUM PENG.

22.02.2011

bangun pukul 6 pagi n siap2 tuk g KL.

sampai terminal bus.. supervisor mentakab, temerloh o3, temerloh 26 semua dah sampai.

kitorang naik bus pukul 7.30am. wtf~ awal gila. buat i mengantuk jek. ermm~

sampai pekeliling 9.00 am naik plak star line sampai masjid jamek.

naik plak putra line sampai kelana jaya.

huh~ penat gle siot.

sampai kelana jaya pukul 10.30 am Area manager kitorang ambil n bawa kitorang ke office VERN'S kat sunway.

dah sampai kat office tunggu plak semua supervisor VERN'S seluruh malaysia datang.

seluruh malaysia tu. ahakz~

lepas tu baru gerak ke putrajaya.

23.02.2011

bagun 6.00 am siap2 tuk pergi breakfast.

8.00 am dah start seminar.

ni first time VERN'S buat program macam ni.

enjoy tapi penat. hehehe~

me n zura

team VERN'S

            

                 

picture gedix i kat dalam bilik. hahaha~