i still ❤ u..

I realized something... love does'nt exist... yah..

it doesnt... but what is this feeling i feel inside?

why does it hurts every time i see the person i assume i love happy with another girl?

why do i feel hate towards her?

is it because his not with me?

is it because he cheated me?

If love does exist.. then i would say i love her...

yes.. i love her.. yes ieda.. u love her... but i guess its not enough...

she doesnt see it.. what can i do to get her back?

can i take another beating to the ground?

can i take feeling heartbroken after her broke my heart twice?

i want she back..ouh god..i really do want she back to me again..

i'll do anything... but face the fact ieda... her wont come back...

she happy with "her"....hmmmm.....
anyway... i felt like dying after seeing their pictures and cmmts..

yes i am a stalker.. but i only stalk people who matters to me...

and seriously it hurts more?

why do i like to find pain?

why cant i just give up and move on?

....well..its just because i cant....so yah...

it hurts..

its killing me......

i love she eventho i know its wrong..

im not supposed too...

T_T

I HATE MYSELF ..!!!!!!